Yesterday was a crazy day! But I realized I love those types of days it just seems to make time go faster. I had Student Teaching Orientation at SFASU and was excited about everything but the Mastery Exam they were going to have us take at the end of the Orientation. It wouldn't have been so bad for me or the others if it wasn't for the fact that we weren't told until last week about the test. At first I was really upset because I had just put up with this all last semester and well let just say last semester was filled with stress, anxiety, and depression and I did not want to go back down that road. So even though I was very frustrated about finding out a week ahead of time I knew that I could pass that test.... With God's help. I knew this since it was Him that helped me pass my certification test and if He could do it then, then He could do it now.
I went in to take the test and I was finding myself getting very distracted by every little thing going on in the room. Papers being turned, shoes tapping, doors opening, etc. I was having to read the questions sometimes 5 times before I understood what it was asking. Right when I was beginning to feel a panic attack coming on it was like God tapped my shoulder and said "I'm Here." A peace came over me and I was able to finish the test. As I was driving back home I was thinking about the test and said to myself "its in God's hands and if I don't pass it I'll keep taking it until I do." It was then that I looked up and there was a beautiful rainbow in the sky. I just couldn't help but smile. I just Love God's Promises!
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